The Parochial Beadle

Again, I'm here and I forgot what I was supposed to blog about. :/

Ah well, never mind that.

So yes, anyway, after like 3 months of talking and persuasion, Dad has finally allowed me to get my Canon Ixus. And all this while, I thought he knew that I was going to save up my own money to get that camera but instead, he thought I was begging him to buy it for me.

Hah! I am an independent young lady, and I can buy anything I want by using my own money (although I'm constantly broke).

Well, except for that nice yellow dress I saw at Shopaholics Unite!. *grins*

Oh, Who Am I Kidding?

Do you know the feeling, when you listen to this song, and the melody/lyrics of the song makes you analyse about life/current issue/affairs and think a lot about, well, just about everything?

If you don't then, well, I have no idea what to say.

But if you do, then I have to tell you that No Surprise by Daughtry is one of the songs that gives me that exact feeling.

And I shall not post the whole lyrics of the song on my blog, because I don't really see the point of doing so. If you want the lyrics you can just Google Search them right? :)

And if you want the song, there's always Limewire or Youtube.

Eeks! Just checked my email, and ALL of them are chain mails and mails from Facebook applications. I tell you, one day I shall receive a decent email from like a long lost friend or someone, and the contents of the email won't be the kind that tells me how MSN is closing down or KFC chickens are poisonous; but a real decent email from someone asking 'Hey, how are you?' and greetings of that sort.

Hmm, something's wrong with my Windows Media Player, and I finally logged in to Restaurant City! Whee! :D

Sometimes, Words Are Just Not Enough

I don't even know how to explain the event, or rather, this thing that happened in school today.

I don't even bother explaining it to anyone nowadays anyway.

Ah well. :)

Ooh yes, I have this habit of scribbling reminders onto the back of my left hand with a pen (a Pilot gel pen to be exact, but who really gives a damn about the details anyway?). And I really really have to stop doing that, because every time I scrub those reminders off, I get the feeling that I'm scrubbing my skin off too.

So, I vow to stop writing on the back of my hand before all my skin comes out and I am left with nothing but muscles, veins and arteries and bones. Yuck.

I Guess Second Best, Is All I Will Know

B'gah!

For once I have no idea what to blog about. :S

My original idea was to blog about yesterday (you know, Pn LYK's retirement) and to rant about it (because of you-know-why) but then I gave up. I mean, seriously, whatever lah.

You know, I feel like I haven't been connecting much with my friends. I get all these swelled up feelings in my chest that I just have to blow it up in someone's face (which I usually do), but then, nowadays I just...don't anymore.

I don't know why.

I guess it's just because I have this fear that people might judge me, or think the worse/worst about certain situations, or raise their eyebrows or laugh at me.

And the thing is, all these things have happened, all the time, last time, when I blurted whatever I felt like blurting.

But, I guess it's just not the same anymore. I prefer to tell it/something to someone when I feel like it's the right time for them to digest the information that I am going to tell them, and I do it with a lot of hesitation and awkwardness.

They say a lot about teenagers' hormones changing, and they are so right.

Look Up, Look Down

Today was the Second PhotoShoot Session of the year.

And it was, tiring but at the same time awesome.

Chen Lynn proved to be such a good organizer I tell you. If I had about like one week plus left to organize a whole second photoshoot, I think I'd be in the drain before you could even say 'Harry Potter!'.

So, in conclusion: Today I had a retarded candid shot taken of me by the photographer who clicked his camera before he finished counting, sat down on the ground and had my pinafore dirtied, was told by WenMin that there were worms somewhere underneath the bricks in the tapak, ran like a lunatic all the way across the tapak and was annoyed by a slight problem that occured during the photoshoot that no one took notice of (because it wasn't even relevant anyway).

I am totally and utterly exhausted.

Moderation Moderating

All I wanted was to start over from a nice clean slate, but I guess that's not ever going to be possible now, is it?

My fingers aches. I've been scaling down photos since 3 hours ago. And I'm still not done yet.

3 more photos, one more page to go.

Seriously, sometimes life just sucks.

Superhero Secrets

Rachel says:

no

thailand

phuket

where i went RIFFLE SHOOTING

SO AWESOMEE

matthew huang says:

wow

so you're a trained assasin are you not?

Rachel says:

omg!

you found out about my secret identity!

crap

matthew huang says:

that's my super power

Rachel says:

darn

now you shall not live to see cheer 2009

matthew huang says:

oh no!

Rachel says:

so sorry matthew

matthew huang says:

ahem,..

i can predict your every move

it wont be esay

Rachel says:

erm

matthew huang says:

easy

Rachel says:

ERMMM

i can

i can

block your mind control powers

HAH

matthew huang says:

yes

aha

rock paper or scissors

?

Rachel says:

rock

what does that even have to do with anything?

=.=

matthew huang says:

aha

i had paper in mind

actually i had scissors

but anyway

Rachel says:

O_O

matthew huang says:

that's besides the point

Rachel says:

and what IS the point then?

matthew huang says:

i'm not really sure

This is something totally random, but I thought it was worth posting. OH, there's more.

matthew huang says:

alright

do that

i was trying to bring in perry the platypus

but it didn't work

Rachel says:

XDDD

i like perry

matthew huang says:

he's cool

Rachel says:

he's a semi-aquatic, something-legged mammal of action

Ahahah I feel so random. X)

Four, Three, Two, One

The laptop's being a total bitch right now.

All the programmes are working very slowly.

And this is the exact moment where I need the laptop to be as efficient as possible because I have a BigAssignment to do.

Deadline: Monday.

Going to Cheer 2009 tomorrow so I won't be home for perhaps the entire day and thus I need to finish my BigAssignment tonight.

Erm, let's see what else?

Still addicted to Facebook, slowly ditching Twitter because most of the people I know don't even HAVE a Twitter, haven't written in my diary for ages, oh and I get this feeling that one of my friends' is mad at me.

Maybe I'm just being overly-sensitive.
I have no idea.