DAMN YOU

First off, I'm really sorry I have to say this but DAMN YOU.
You've really crossed the line this time.
There's no excuse for this. Really.

Just because you're so stressed out doesn't mean you're all that. Just because you have mountain piles of homework doesn't mean you can frustrate your anger out on us.
You want us to "understand" you. Well guess what?!
We did. We TRIED.
And it doesn't seem to be working. You and your stubborn mind can't seem to appreciate us enough.
You stomp around, you yell and you cry. You want us to help, you don't want us to help. You hate us, you love us. You trash about and you scream. You talk about being stressed all the time. Well then, what about us?
We feel stressed enough already and we don't need your piercing screams to be another burden to us. I'm not saying that you are a burden. I'm saying that you need to really understand that WE have a life to go through as well, and we don't have to dedicate every precious second of our life trying to serenade you.
You're not a baby anymore, so please, please, grow up.

I tried to get you down and talk to you about it. But whenever I start on how we're feeling all this tension because of you, you just start to wail and talk about how YOU feel having to carry this heavy load on your shoulders.
All I want is for you to actually open your eyes and see how we're trying to help you out, but all you do is just turn away our help.
It's...it's just really hard for us, because you want us to offer you help, but then you turn away out help.
And then when we've decided that we've had enough of you and we'll just go mind our own bloody business, you start wailing again, saying that this is so tough for you and how you need our encouragement.
And we sympathize you and try to help you again, but then you get frustrated and you start throwing your temper around.

What do you want?!
Do you want us to actually help you out, or not?
Because if you do, then I don't think you're making yourself very clear on that subject. And if you don't, then stop wailing when we don't help you.
We all don't have the time in the world to be stuck at the study table and help you solve your homework problems.

That's right. It all started and ended with homework.
Homework homework homework.
It's the cause of all these arguments and yelling.
If you can't stand it any longer, think about us. We can't stand it any more than you can.
You made her cry. You made her cry. And she's your mother.
WAKE UP.


You may think that what I'm talking about does not make sense, but if you're actually here to get a feeling of what it's like to be stuck in a situation like mine, you'd fully understand.